07.17.25

hi! its been a bit and im sorry for that - nothing  crazy is going on so i dont really know what to write about. i tried getting into sailor moon but kinda backed off when i realized theres like 200+ episodes and i felt that was doing too much, imma read the manga though because it looks cool i really love the art. i gave up on reading toilet-bound hanako-kun though, it had a strong start but the first chapter of volume 3 kinda threw me off and i didn't like it as much. i read chainsaw man instead and WOWWW its amazing. i put the series off at first a few years ago (back when i was still on the old ruby blog) because it was throwing me off but i read it again and ended up finishing the series in like 2 days because of it. its kinda becoming washed but thats because theyre pushing Fujimoto to do this weekly - i get it man i feel bad for him. i love the story a bunch though. not much has happened since then either, i've been floating around working and reading manga. ive been obsessed with kaguya-sama as of late again, i read the official doujinshi and it was really funny - i even bought the Japanese manga! it's showing up sometime next week but im pretty excited for it to arrive. i can't wait to own more stuff from my favorite manga! i wanna get the light novel but theres no English translation, at least an official one, which i also read! great read. its very touching and it almost made me cry, so naturally its up there for me - i should read the chainsaw man light novel! i do own it, might as well read it. fujimoto is one of my favorite mangaka, he's a great writer and his art is amazing. theres so much going on in real life that i feel the need to somehow blend that together with whatever i read or write, which sucks! i wanna have fun reading and interacting with stuff but i always put a limit on it, "oh i'm going to read this much today / going to watch 6 episodes of this” i should go at my own pace!!! agh, im not sure why i do this to myself. i love the stuff i love for a reason and putting a cap on it is so stupid, this has been a problem for me for years now. i often think about the past a lot and how “better” it was but it really hasn't gone any different. i don't really know what to think and do about it because ill keep putting it off until it isn't a problem anymore. real life sucks to think about, it might seem childish to say it but im so over it. hoping the upcoming year and the rest of the month gets better. ive been getting distracted writing since i switched to my phone but i should go through my music library and clean it up some. realized there's a lot of stuff i never got to / lost interest in. KAGUYA!!!! sorry that was out of nowhere but i love this series so much i love the characters and the story and all that jazz. the anime is really good, I finished s1 today and it was a blast, i can't wait to watch the rest of the series and the movies, it looks great. anyways i also started spy x family because it's a strong recommendation on anilist and, yeah i get it! i bought the boxset yesterday and read it and thoroughly enjoyed it. ill continue the series tomorrow but it was great and i can't wait to read more. anya is the goat. i kinda don't know what else to write right now so im gonna leave it off here. hope everyone is well. im off!