08.23.25

rough week but we still move. i don’t really want to get into details because that’s not what i want the blog to be (i’ve been blogging for 3 years and i still don't know what i want from any from my blogs). the last post was an experiment to writing my emotions in a loose structure and have it split up by thoughts, and it felt great to let my mind wander in a way it hasn’t had a chance to. it’s my personal favorite post on this blog so far. i hope i can allow myself to write in that manner going forward as i feel its going to become a standard on the blog. the way i was writing blog posts on top of writing in my own personal journal kinda felt tiring because it would feel like i was forcing myself to write a bunch of stuff that i didn’t feel like i needed to. i recently got caught up with Spy X Family and its weird, of course i like it still but the recent chapters don’t really feel as strong about them as much as i did with the earlier stuff. the plot is progressing greatly as of late which is no surprise, but that’s as far as i can without delving deep into spoilers. Chainsaw Man is great! it’s been lacking with this arc in my opinion but it’s really been picking up the past couple of chapters (chapters 210 and 212 are absolutely amazing) and im super excited to see where the story goes. i mentioned as of late ive been reading Dragon Ball and while that’s true, i have not read anything in weeks. it’s a great story and i love it a lot but i, for some reason, do not have it in me to continue, im guessing its a Goodnight Punpun situation where i put it on pause for a bit and then finish it months later. im disappointed because i do want to finish it but for some reason i just don’t want to. Huh. anyways i’ve been listening to a LOT of Marjorie -W.C. Sinclair as of late and im very glad i do because he’s amazing. can’t wait to see him in November :> that’s all i have to write for now so i’ll catch you later.