08.27.25

sitting outside somewhere on campus right now with like an hour to spare and im not entirely too sure what to do so im going to use this time to write… about what? not sure. earlier today i was in my creative writing class and we had to group up in pairs to write together as a group and i kinda felt alienated, i couldn’t come up with anything so i kinda just sat there not saying anything, and it felt incredibly awkward. i contributed like one idea and someone kinda looked at me weird and said something like “hm alright” which i felt kinda iffy about, then i stayed silent for the rest of the time until they asked me about the final line which i somehow contributed to. felt weird and awkward and reminded me why i work best on my own, especially with how i tend to write as a lot of my poems are more direct and straight to the point so it didn’t really mess well with the overall idea of what was going on. bleh. ive started reading dragon ball again and that’s kinda nice, its a great story so im pretty happy i continued it. i have like 2 volumes left of the original run that i might finish tonight (i will) and i’ll start Z maybe? im not really in the mood to read other manga outside of this list i have at the moment but eventually ill get to them. i was thinking of reading homunculus because it looks fire but again i have no straight idea of ehat i wanna read because it seems like theres so much to read. i might read a short manga after finishing the og dragon ball run, dbz is like 300+ chapters but theyre all like 14 pages each which i really like, faster and easier to read in the longrun. probably gonna read a lot of the collections i have that i havent gotten to (i have those “mangaka before series” collections i havent read yet). that sounds like a plan, i might just do that! (i just realized i have homework TT). that’s all i have to write about right now so i’ll post later or something, i should probably put MangaPuff to use. bleh. i just wanna go home.